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Okay, time for my *actual* post. [07 Sep 2006|10:39am]
Yea, I went to bed at 1:00 last night, and got up at 4:30 today. How horrible is that. At least I had time to spend on my computer. (On myspace) *Giggles evilly* I think the school shut down our own email service. Strange, I'm not quite sure, but it doesn't have our district listed underneath the choices at the log-in screen. I'm probably the only one who has noticed so far because I'm the only one in this entire school, that can actually be bored and have a computer screen in front of them. Some day I will figure it out, oh well, okay I'm insistant that it's because they have myspace blocked. It's like an addiction right now and I can't help it. It's just well..... (What's that word?) ADDICTING. Well anyway. None of my friends update their livejournal's anymore. It's kinda sad but now I have no posts to read or anything cool like that. *Shrugs* I guess I will live...... *giggles* ...*whispers* Cuba.... Technically it's not saying anything bad unless of someone hears me... right. Okay there is really creepy people in this library. Wierd. Gosh I am so freaking bored, I wish I could just find a nice corner of the library and curl up then fall asleep there. Sure we have couches here, but yea, someone is bound to act completly and utterly stupid and decide to wake me up. Or some stupid shit like that. Big word. I'm bored, maybe I should pound on the enter key again. Nah, it will ruin the layout of my entry. Good god Vee-Vee is in this class. Hmn, maybe she can help me thwart the happy shiny people that are like, plauging me and stuff. Oh well even if she doesn't i'm still to tired to really care right now. *Tear* I want to find a nice quiet corner to settle down in. Maybe I should leave the library quickly and duck into the hosa room and nap on the bed on there. So what if half naked people in hosipital robes have slept on it, they wash the sheets right?


I'm too fecking tired to really care right now, and something that I definatly don't want to do is go to art next class. It requires that I actually do something other then well sit here complacently. *sighs* My neck hurt, and it feels wierd wearing such a long skirt to school. Speaking of which, god I fecking forgot already. Yea, maybe I should look up jokes on the computer or something like that, maybe get a laugh out of me being completly and utterly tired. Hmn, have I mentioned that I am tired? At like- All?? And I have no one to talk to in this class but well, me. Because it's independant and shit, and I have to be all independantly. SHIT!! Justin is in the library now. Okay, I am definatly going to like duck into a closet or something, yea. Closet. *Proceeds to walk off in the general direction of the HOSA room.*

Independant English [06 Sep 2006|11:04am]
Yup, it's second block, so you know what time it is! It's time to be bored!! CHA!!! Well actually I only have a few minutes left of class then I get to go to art. How much fun is that? Well anyway, I have my mass media already completed. I'm not sure when I awas actually supposed to finish that assignment. Oh well, I think it's like due in a week or something like that.

Oh. My. God. [05 Sep 2006|10:50am]
This is pathetic. I am so bored, I am going to update my livejournal. TWICE bored bored BORED. This is HORRIBLE!!!! None of my friends are in this class anyway, I know it's independant. But can't I be independant WITH SOME FRIENDS!!!! Gah!! *falls over ranting and gets back up on chair* Hmn. What's that computer?!?!! You want me to kill everyone!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?! I'm bored. bored bored bored bored. I don't know what to do and I type like really fecking loud and there is no sound in this stupid library and it's driving me insane on how QUIET it is in this stupid libarary. I can hear the computer... monitors... running. And me typing is the only sound that is IN THIS STUPID LIBARARY IT IS DRIVING ME INSANE I THINK I AM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE!!! WHY CAN'T CHELSEY RAUCH GO TO THIS SCHOOL AT LEAST THEN THERE WOULD BE SOMEONE DECENT ENOUGH TO KILL. THE SILENCE IS KILLING ME ENOUGH AS IT IS. I HAVE THE NEXT CLASS IN ART AND I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS IN THERE EITHER AND IT'S GOING TO DRIVE ME IN SANE BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY CLASSES WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND STUFF AND DID I MENTION THAT IS DRIVING ME INSANE ON HOW THERE ISN'T ANY SOUND IN THIS WHOLE ENTIRE FREAKING ROOM. IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE!! I THINK I JUST REPEATED MYSELF!!! THAT'S HOW INSANE I AM!!!!! and my neck hurts. and stuff. I feel like mashing the enter button for no reason whatsoever

okay i'm done

okay maybe not

wow i need to find better ways to entertain myself. becausethisisreallyfreakingbored. heyitsreallyfuntotpyewithouthittingthespacebareventhoughthisisreallyhardtolikeunderstandandstuffbecauseiamsousedtoreadingthingswithaspaceinbetweenallthewordsandshit. omg i just swore

in my live journal

*proceeds to mash enter button*

hey i have two enter buttons on this keyboard

omg i so need to get a life.

*proceeds to make strange noises*

*and mash the enter button a few more times*


Yea, i am THAT BORED!!!

wow it's the first day of school and it's already driving me crazy and shit

omg i swore again


lol that was horrible

omg i'm so bored

*pulls out plastic army guy from pocket and sets him on computer*

omg i need tyo like get a life and stuff because this is like really really boring and stuff so maybe i should mash the enter button some more

lol i don't know why that amuses me so much, it almost amuses me as much as looking around the room while i am typing at the same time....

*mashes enter key a little bit more.*

*five more times for good measure*

............... okay six more times for good measure

okay that adds a little bit more symetry to my journal post. okay not really i just hope i don't forget my little plastic army man in the library because then some underclassmen will take him and hold him hostage form me and stuff and that would really suck and stuff and i like saying and stuff alot and stuff god i am so pathetic this is really really really really boring i don't know what to do but sit here and get some more carpol tunnle and no i don't know what the correct spelling for that is and no i am not going to go on wikipedia.org and look it up although it is probably posted on there somewhere with all the differant definitions na dmatching words. lkklfslkj;fd

First day of the rest of my life. [05 Sep 2006|10:22am]
[ mood | confused ]

Hahaha, not really, today is just the first day of school. But it sucks all the same. Well it's finally my senior year, I didn't really think it would matter that much, me being a senior and all but I guess I was wrong. I feel differant walking down these halls and stuff, I feel like I have grown over the summer or something like that. I know it is silly today especailly if it is coming from some one like me. (One without sentiment, even if it is one full of sentiment and just choses not to show it.) I guess I sorta realised the change when I was signing Gerty's yearbook. I have always been the first one too sign it, even after all of these years, but looking at that blank page and all those thoughts going through my head, I just didn't know what too put on. Sure I am going to be seeing her every day for the next year. But what happens after we both graduate? She is going to go onto school to become a nurse, and I am going to probably be shipped off to some foreign country. Lauryn is training to be a doctor, and Tanya is also training in the medical field. All my friends are going to be going off to differant colleges, from all over the state, and I am going to be gone. For all I know, after school is done I might never see them again. Sure we all promise we are going to keep in touch, but doesn't everyone? I remember when a few of my friends moved when I was in grade school. We were in tears, and we promised to write eachother practically everyday. But we obviously have not kept our words to that hollow promise. I don't want it to be the same with my friends now, but what choice do I have? This silly town is the only thing that is keeping us together, and after school is done, that tie is going to be broken, and nothing but a hollow promise will keep me connected to them. It's not the way I want it to end, but what other options are available? Maybe I am thinking about this too much, or maybe in some oddball case I am not thinking of it enough. Hmn, I don't know. But my brain like hurts and stuff. I have been up since seven o'clock yesterday. & I still have five hours left of school. What a drag...


Okay, [15 Jul 2006|08:42pm]
So it hasn't exactly been a while since my last post. And my last posts were just a little bit more that "emo-ish." What can I say? At that point in time I was going through alot and the friends I thought were friends were assholes and bitches. Now i'm back with my good friends and it's all good. This summer I have been pretty busy. Okay I have been really busy. Sad to say, I have actually been spending more time on Myspace than I have been spending time on Livejournal. Okay, I have been spending alot more time on myspace. What can I say? There is more people to meet on there, and it is actually more personalized than livejournal. The only thing that I really hate about it is that not many people read your blog entries, most of the time they only look at your profile, okay your profile picture and decide weather or not they want to click the "add me" button or the little red "x" in the corner. Still I have 1,000 + Friends that I actually comminicate with and send messages too and stuff. It's great.

it's days like this... [21 Mar 2006|03:00pm]
That make me realize how much better it would be if I were just to pretend that I am sick and not come into school. I hate it here and I hate pretty much anything that comes into contact with me. It is also days like this that make me wonder "where the hell did I go wrong in life?" today was just pure hell wrapped up in enigma. I hated every single bloody secound of it and now it just got ten times worse. I cannot stand it when someone looks over my shoulder just to read what the bloody hell I am typing, I honest to god fucking think that I was stabbed in the back in my past life, or in another sense, poisened. Maybe that is why I just don't quite trust people the way that I should. I don't know, maybe it would be better if I was never born or something stupid like that. I just really wish that I could put a short yet sweet end to this miserable hell that people call life. I really don't understand how people can smile and pretend like nothing is wrong when the world is crashing down

Dude, [22 Feb 2006|12:29pm]
I need to update more often. I feel so ditched, My friends just left me to listen to music I feel so loved. Oh well I guess it shouldn't surprise me.

Like omg, did you hear what she did with him? [06 Feb 2006|12:02pm]
[ mood | Tired & Pissed Off ^^ ]

Well anyways, update on my life:
-School is gay
-Dumb Preps suck major ass
-Chicken nuggets are better than BBQ rib patties
-Tazembul the destroyer ate a guy's face
-I have turned into an evil cackeling power puff girl.

Well that's about it for now, or at least what I am letting on. I am going to go to composition and like do stuff or something. I think we have a test today.


[29 Jan 2006|08:58pm]
[ mood | Shitty ]

It truely has been a long time since I have updated my livejournal. Well before I updated I had to change my layout. I hate having an un-updated site, but I truely hate having an old layout even more. This layout is, I really don't know. Its evill hahaha. I shall call it evil. There this layout is called evil and it took me, I really don't know how long. The background image I originally found on deviantart then, I messed with it? Ok I guess I changed alot. Obviously the eye color, added some eye liner, a trick I learned while helping Katie with one of her Myspace layouts. Then I fixed up some minor problems that were on this image. But that was about it. It took me a bit though.

Well anyway, back on to updateing my site. This week has been a mix of good and bad? Good stuff happend I guess, I placed for BPA, by getting secound place in HTML and third place in the website team. But my mom also had her surgery. Two major things true, but I feel crappy instead of in the middle. I hate this I feel like crap when I should be working on helping my mom out alot more around the house. I try my best but there is so much stuff to be done around the house, I feel like I will never catch up. Right now I know I need to sweep the kitchen, help with the dishes, clean my room, clean the living room and dining room. Clear off the computer desk and help sweep the porch as well. Help with laundry, well to make things short the list goes on and on. But at the same time I need to balance my school scedual. I missed more or less a week at school and I need to catch up, but at the same time i'm sick and I don't know if I am going to be able to go too school tommorrow. And if I can't go to school tommorrow than I can't catch up and if I can't catch up then I am going to fall even more behind, and if I fall even more behind then my grades are going to start falling again and when that happens then I won't be able to help around the house as much becaue I will be focusing on school and everything fucking sucks.


^^ - LaLa ^^ [12 Jan 2006|11:53am]
[ mood | I hate cherries ]

Hello! I really need to change my livejournal layout, I think I have had the same layout for like ever... I know I had this layout last year... ;_; Well I'm in Aries listening to my MP3 player. Thank god. I got a cherry sucker. It tastes cherrific. I hate cherries tho...

*sneezes* I think I am going to get an std... =( lol just kidding


Somethings telling me... [06 Jan 2006|12:05pm]
That i',m in too deep, and i'm trying to keep, up above with my head instead of going under =\
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ME UPDATE NOW!! XD [03 Jan 2006|11:23am]
[ mood | Mmmm ]

Mr. Irsfield is yuck. It's the first day of school since practically ever, and I really wish I wasn't here right now. Icky. It's really hot in this room, mostly because of all the computer usage going on in here but I digress. I finally got a new mp3 player for chistmas so I can finally listen to music in here! EEE! You have no idea how good that feels. Especailly because I am used to listening to music while I am on the computer. Ishy ishy. Oh well. Derek wants me to come over to his house later tonight but I don't know if I am going to be busy or not. I hope I can go though. Well I'll update later, I really want to read some good fanfiction right now. <3

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So Bored [06 Dec 2005|11:26am]
[ mood | Extreamly Pissed Off... ]

Oh my gosh I am so bored today. This morning I had too work on Geography in the library. Why do the school's computers have to be so freaking slow? I mean it! Our school is one of the only schools in the state of Minnesota that isn't in debt and yet we can't afford actual computers that don't take twenty minutes to load a page. In Math we had a reading day, but we wound up taking a quiz instead. Everyday is quiz day in there I guess. Art when by really slow. KILL! Kill them all I hate school and they shall, and they will suffer the wrath of Mary Ann. ^_^ Yes I know I am bad, I am real bad. Well anyways I'm bored and I really don't feel like writing so I think I am just going to post my comic, than some pictures or something. By tommorrow I will have alot more pictures too post because I finally found my digital camerah! I was so happy I almost cried ;_; << Tears of Joy!!

Oh My Gosh I looks like I have dreadlocks or something... ;_;

That is so cute! ^^


Indeed, ^^ Indeed
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[02 Dec 2005|11:39am]
[ mood | hungry ]

Dude I am so Hungry right now. But we are having subsandwhiches for lunch todai. RaWr! Well anyway, I went on VF today and some dude went on my profile and called me "a fucken idiot" so I in turn went too his profile and told him that "Fucken" isn't even a word. It's spelt Fuckin' or Fucking. I hate uneductated dumbasses. X_X

Well I'm too lazy too go and comment on other people's journals right now. Sorry! Here are some notes though.

-Katie I'm hungry
-Inuyasha_Rocks Sorry about that one dude stealing your ipod. If I could I would drag him out onto the streets and bash his head open or something. He sounds like a real jerk for realz.

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Stupid Tests - I want too go on xanga. [30 Nov 2005|02:55pm]
[ mood | Boo - Hoo ]

I hate tests. I really do. We just had too take a personal financing test just a little bit ago. I think I did pretty good but it's not that point. It's the fact that I had too take a test. I hate tests. They suck. They suck ass. They see ass, they suck it. Maybe I should glue it's lips too someone's ass so than everyone will know that tests suck as..

Another fact, I really want too go on xanga. I am like a xanga junkie now. Bleck! Well talk too you all later. Bai

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[29 Nov 2005|11:31am]
[ mood | My lips are chapped ]

|W|E|E|D| - My antidrug. Not really, but I wanted to say that because of the fact that I have a magnet in my locker that says that. xD. Well Happy, belated thanksgiving. Sugar were going down swinging lalalala

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Sugar Were Going Down Swinging [21 Nov 2005|11:27am]
[ mood | I love this song ]

Hi Hi ^^;; I'm in Aries Class right now. Were listening to the new CD that I burned. It has some pretty good songs on it so far. I like the first song the most though ^^;; I made a new layout for my livejournal as you can probably already tell (Whenever I change my icon, the layout's changed =P) Good song =P Well the weekend was really long, we went out to eat on Sunday, and had some really good food. (Yum Yum) We started planning for Thanksgiving. My Mom invited Shannon over but I doubt Shannon will make it, she didn't sound like she had her heart set on it anyway. Heheh, I'm hungry, were having a good lunch today anyway. Thats a good thing I guess. I made some new AMVs this weekend but thats about it. Well I got to go, i'm going to read some fanfics online. Bleck

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Propz to Ear-Tweak! [18 Nov 2005|11:26am]
[ mood | ditzy ]

Q: How Many Katie's does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
A: Two, one to hold her up and another to change it

Q: How many Mary Ann's does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
A: One but I keep flicking the switch insisting that it should work.

Q: How many Derek's does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
A: One, but he will just make Jenny or Jason do it.

Q: How many Lauras does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
A: One, but she still won't do it.

Q: How many Dans does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
A: I'd be able to answer this question better, except that the he keeps frikking changing lightbulb brands. And then the last time the lightbulb died, he HID THE FRIKKING LAMP

Q: How many Tammys does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: One, but she's never willing to change it.

Q: How many Debbie's does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: She doesn't know. And frankly, she doesn't give a damn. She just hates the fact thtat she's being asked to change lightbulbs.

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guy on guy action!!! [15 Nov 2005|11:35am]
[ mood | amused ]

that is so hot... lol Ryan and Ryan keep getting on top of eachother LOL

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I had to get another one! thanx momo! [14 Nov 2005|11:31am]

my pet!
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